summer vacation?

so, it is now officially summer.
It's been a while since I've blogged, and a lot has happened in the past..ohh i don't know, 4 months?

I'm officially a junior in high school! yes, I'm an upper-classman! I've become a better student this year, by really focusing on what teachers assign me, and when I do something wrong, I make sure to listen so I can figure out how to fix it.

I've become a more mature person, and I am trying not to let the catty/mean girls get to me. I have become stronger thanks to this year. Through the painful nights of just wanting to sit in my bed and cry, to the nights where I thought I was going to run away..i made it. But I can assure you there are more hard times to come.
That's what High School is all about. Finding who you are as a person, and overcoming problems. I still have two more years to figure out who I am going to be, and all I know is that I want to over-come my problems, and show everybody that I am a strong girl who can stand up for herself.

I want to take a moment and thank my friends who have been there for me this year. You have NO IDEA what your support means. Even though you may not know that I am going through a difficult time, just being friends with you and being able to talk and hang out with you means a lot. I love you guys so much, and I am really happy we are friends.

thank you

thank you to all the girls at school who give me dirty looks in the hallway as well as the classroom. you have NO idea how much i appreaciate that. now i feel as if i have a million enimies at school, waiting to put me down. thursday in the cafeteria, i broke down crying. i dont fit in anywhere.



but thats besides the point. there is a name that gets me through the rough patches in my life. 78Violet. aka(aly and aj michalka) these are the most TALENTED girls i have ever seen/heard in my life. there songs speak to me, and get me through tough spots in my life <3 i owe these girls my life.